I know you're afraid to commit. I know you don't want to fail again, fall again, disappoint again.
I know fear stands there, looming, telling you it's not safe to try again. That it's best to get yourself together first.
I know judgment stands there, shouting, telling you it's never enough. That you're never enough.
You don't want to be weak.
In fact, you know you aren't. You know you've got stamina so few around you do. You're in it. You show up. Again and again.
But by God it feels like you just can't sometimes. It feels like you're so tired. Tired of trying. Tired of walking out onto the same battlefield. Tired of picking up the same weapons to wage war with.
Tired of trying to create change. 😩
Isn't this supposed to shift at some point? Isn't all this work I'm putting in supposed to actually shift something? When do I get to relax?
Maybe it's just best to give in.
But inevitably, you have a moment! 🤩
Because you actually know who you are. You can see it, sense it, feel it. You get glimpses from time to time, and it feels so right. It feels so right, so real, you take action. You commit! You get back out there and start again.
"I'm making a change. Things are going to be different this time. Let's do it!"
And then -- BAM. Knocked out. Again! Tired. Exhausted. "Take me out of the game, coach, I need a break."
And in comes the judgment proving its nasty comments to you again.
↳ See, I told you you couldn't do it.
↳ I told you you'd fail again.
↳ I told you that it wouldn't be worth it.
And on and on the cycle goes. And every time you're out of the game, it gets reinforced a little bit more: See. This is who you are. Stay small. Stay safe. Stay realistic.
You are playing the wrong game. That game is designed for winners and losers. And you are SO FREAKING ABOVE THAT.
That game is designed to kill, and it reminds you of that every time you just want to relax but feel like relaxing will cause someone or something to come beat you down and end it all.
That game is designed for "game over" at some point, and all its plays are leading toward that end.
There is a new game for you. ✨
It has different rules entirely. You haven't played it before, so it's going to take some getting used to. In fact, there's going to be times it feels pretty painful. Leaving everything you've known behind. All the things it seems you worked for, earned or won.
But if you look closely: You know none of that's for you, anyway. When you see that glimpse of the real you from time to time, you know all of that pales in comparison.
Thew new game is going to take some practice. But first, we've got to shift out of the old one. I promise you it will be worth it.
🔸 The new game has no winners or losers. Only players.
🔸The new game is designed for life, and every turn gives you the opportunity to have fun experiencing more of it.
🔸The new game is eternal, and there's nothing (nothing) you could do to mess it up.
Commitment is still required. But it is not the kind you think.
This commitment is simply the choice to play. 🚀